Explaining this face to face traumatised her, particularly as I was so cold/logical about it all. boxes and gives people fake phone numbers when he first meets them. You felt like the luckiest person on the planet. I drop off with contact and suddenly he turns up. Printable Resource for Connecting with Your Core Self, Identity: Being denied access to my diagnosis has taken its toll, Book Review: What I Mean When I Say Im Autistic by Annie Kotowicz, You Cant Expect Simple Answers to Complex Questions about Autistic Emotions. I had this for 12 years it is hell, she was oblivious to the pain she was causing and thought it totally acceptable not to talk to me for weeks and sometimes months. I went to our Rabbi about it a couple of times, and the Rabbi would like to speak to him about his anger problems (a few months ago he said some horrible things to to our eldest son), but he refuses to see the Rabbi. The worst came when they started attacking your core character. next month will be 5 long years married.. 2 weeks ago we were putting offers in to buy a home.. 3 days later after we didnt get the home ,I woke up and he handed me divorce papers. He responded with silence, and then angry silence, and then cold, vicious silence. This is simply not true. But I havent this time. She was such sweet kind loving girl before this happened. He constantly will just get dressed and leave and then come back surprised I got worried about him. Forgetting it, or filing it away, or ignoring it are all solutions for those with ASD. I say this because it is clear that he is wrong this time. Im afraid I have hurt him too much for him to come back. I hope this doesnt sound too negative. The NT still has to take care of the kids, the bills, the house, while working and nursing a confused, crushed, lonely heart!!! They don't know why they don't like it but they can think of lots of fancy excuses. When we dont know what is going on, or we dont feel heard, we can withdraw into silence. One day Ill have enough courage to do so too. We were fine up till last week but then something happened (an anxiety attack on my part), which sent him running for the hills. If that makes sense. Im not really sure if I am overreacting, but I get worried whenever he behaves a certain way that makes me feel uncomfortable and worried for him. You given me a starting place to help make some decisions. At home, they werent trying as hard anymore. And often also NTs react like that. We had so much in common too. He is cold, vacant and empty. I wish there were an easy way to find an affordable professional to help with marital and issues. Im an industrial and organizational psychology consultant, parent, former language arts teacher, former DBT counselor, and founder and CEO of NeuroClastic. In his world, gaming during every free minute has nothing do with his love. NTs tend to be very dramatic when expressing emotions which feels like they are being manipulative. Wow, just wow. But i found out he has a secret account where hes liking tiktoks of sexy girls dancing but he would be mad at me for talking about a boyband i like and unfollow every celebrity on my Instagram because he says he was jealous (we used to share accounts) and this made us fight and now we are definitely not ok. Its nearly been 2 weeks since Ive heard from him. He cannot forgive or forget anything; he loves giving me the silent treatment; he calls me a fucking bitch and constantly makes threats to leave me; he is a very sick man. I am so sorry you are going through this Athena. 2. We have been together for over 2 years. He is living with he's parents currently. He is 25. Reading ppls posts here makes me feel I should run. I decided that HE was the one losing out because I had so much love to give. Analytical cookies are used to understand how visitors interact with the website. There are almost no helpful resources for understanding the fundamental differences between NTs and NDs. All the acting and insecurities. Not everyone in a NeuroDivergent relationship experiences this level of narcissistic abuse, however. I am open with them about everything I have said to him I dont paint myself as a martyr or a victim I try to be as self-aware of my role in this as possible. Obviously this is not all the time because he is insensitive, nasty, and demeaning although he never means to be, and when I call him out on this behavior, he immediately apologizes if and only if, he senses I am beyond hurt with him. Was this at all like the aspie-neurotypical relationship youve experienced, or is it similar to your current relationship? I tried to reach out and talk about what happened, our feelings and he shut me down saying it has no sense to talk about that and that all has already been said. What I did not know is that she was going to completely cut me off. Every time we would bring it up she would shut us down with a meltdown or silence. Youre certainly not an expert in psychology or neurology just because you belong to a neurotype any more than a person with cancer isnt an oncologist. While I am sympathetic to his sensitivities, I have to have boundaries. Been with my husband for 12! Its been over a month now. How very kind of you. AND IT FEELS GREAT! It is not a particularly serious problem, but it feels like it at times, as I can be overly sensitive. Is there any hope he might decide we should be together again. You are tone sounds more like my situation so I am wondering if its a more typical situation among men with female partners on the spectrum.. Im a pretty introvert like geometry dash, its not possible for me to go out and make a lot of relationships but I really want to move on. Like you all say. I know its hard but no one is entitled to hurt others. At New Year, she said she wanted space and would not talk. Im 23 years married , 2 beautiful daughters, age 19 and 16. I fear I wont be good enough to change him or guide him to face his problems. He is a silent spouse who only talks when spoken to and then its 50 questions to get more information. If you can get outi appreciate some cannotrunkeep running and never look back. He simply shuts down and will not respond to the questions which I deserve to know. You thanked the person, but do you think this is the right or healthy way to conduct a relationship between two adults? Dear Renee. Other quirks. As to your anger, please be compassionate with yourself. It's as if I wrote my story when I read theirs. I loved his hyper focus on me. Thank you to whoever replies. You took it for as long as you could, reasoning that they were insecure and suffering from mental illness. Truly ignorant, not self aware at all. Her personality changed within 1 month. But then he withdrew sex and affection saying he felt off. And of course its less complex/awkward with friends than any kind of romantic relationship with the opposite sex(or same sex if you're gay I suppose). My advice for you Bridget is to weighs the pros and cons and above all is his wellbeing to be put before yours ? My girlfriend says that she can tell when I'm going to go cold. The cookie is used to store the user consent for the cookies in the category "Analytics". Ill listen. She kept coming by but I felt things had changed. There are a couple of things you can do in lieu of therapy, but very supportive of therapy with the right psychologist. People with Aspergers He told me when I first met him that he had limitations and was dysfunctional. He chose to sit in a bar and drink to excess every night. Many of us make excellent eye contact, at least some of the time-often because we have learned this is an expected behavior. The dynamic is pretty much the same as narcissism difficulties. I dont want to be ignorant Im just trying to understand. On the other hand I want to pursue the relationship and work on it. That made sense. Withdrawing from a stressful situation quickly deescalates and stops the source of pain. But Im tired of being emotionally and verbally abused. In part 2 of this series, differences in NT-ND identities as they apply to relationships are explored. I know this is complex but the goal is to be brave, face your own fears, and be there for the other person first. Get rid of these sick partners. Fast forward to Thanksgiving when I was cooking (plus the expense of it all) for he and his kids and he brought a bottle of wine he knows I wont drink and even said, I know you wont drink this. I have been on this journey of trying to find understanding, since early 2015. When the Aspie shuts down, we must be VERY c l e a r and basic in our terms. These cookies track visitors across websites and collect information to provide customized ads. I cant say anything without an attitude coming back at me. Unfortunately many use the silent treatment to get away from the distress and never return to resolve the problem with the other person. Im doing 99% of the chores and getting groceries etc. Just get on with Your life my friend.. I hope I didnt push him even further away with my email. Oh my God. I've been dating an undiagnosed AS for a couple of months. Our resentment towards each other is extreme and I find having any hope very difficult. So yeah, as the title says, I never had a date with anyone in my life, but I was wondering how dating is going for other aspies. Not willing to talk/not willing to engage. The problem for people on the Spectrum is that they think of love as a thing rather than a dynamic process. he looks at me when I go shopping with track suits on and says if there is the smallest bit of paint on them from Decorating your not going out like that are you? Like we could be on a call but not having to even speak, which to me tells me she enjoyed my company without me having to entertain all the time. She left the house and other than a little initial contact, during which we were both confused and upset, I have had no contact with her. 14 years later he contacted me that we had unfinished business. Sometimes we have to quit to solve a problem. Any advice would be appreciated. But he had his reasons, as i had mine. In fact it was the one of my anxiety attacks that upset our plans that triggered this latest shutdown. Its like im not allowed anything. Another important point to remember is that its a lot of work for Autists to create the illusion of socializing. And then after another few months, now he's kinda done the same thing, hence why I'm trying to understand aspergers more now, so I know what to do, and if that has something to do with it. You're an emotionless robot." 8) You care way too much about organizing stuff. reduce anxiety and calm themselves. Am alarmed to think it could continue for years, admire you coping as long as you have. They are not good at hiding lies but they are good at confusing you so you no longer know which way is up. This really hurts. We tend to have a hard time understanding the way the majority of people interact. He doesnt have friends, doesnt have anyone to talk to. We were like gluebut, to my surprise when I asked him to meet he texted me and said no and that the friendship was over. How can I sleep with someone and move forward with no feedback? Whatever the reason, the aspie change resistance kicks in. I know he loves me and he is a good person regardless of me speaking about the negative things there is so much good in our relationship, but I feel stuck, because I cannot be a victim of abuse or deal with the anxiety Im left in. I was everything to him, love of his life, you name it. That was one of the most devastating experiences of my life I have ever had to go through, as I really love and care for and miss this person, but this really solidified for me that something is off emotionally in his brain. Now Im not sure were even in the same book. I found out that he has been talking to her and hasnt disclosed it. No messages. At the level of the neurology, the differences lend themselves to inevitable conflict. wow it sounds like Im reading about my self. She isnt ready. He seems incapable of understanding the effect his depression and shutting me out has on me. It was going ok for us for a couple of weeks we saw each other at weekends. My grown sons also comment on how Much workshop their father is! Then when he was more hurt he started avoiding me and in the end when he was even more hurt he started hurting back on purpose e.g. Hi there,I have been with my Aspergers partner for over 1 year. Aspies dont ask themselves about how you feel about things, so we need to point it out in a way they will understand. 1. I was surprised but at the same time was nervous that I could lose her as a friend by revealing my feelings. I have compared it to when he starts to talk aboout one of his special interests that I am not interested in, I just let him talk because he enjoys it. He recently left this job for good, and not only ignored me for 9 whole months while we worked closely together day after day, but on his very last day, he wrote long cards to everyone at work saying bizarre things, like how much he'll miss them, he loves them, they were his friends, etc..and he wrote me one sentence that said, "Good luck in the future"something sterile and cold like that. Like he said, this is how he is. In my view, whats described in this ASD persons advice is a total abandonment of the neurotypicals basic needs in what should be a moment of mutual expression between a couple when hurts have been inflicted. I hope they can find peace. Its very sad because I thought we were happy together. My ex aspie partner doesnt even want anything to do with his own child. The whole 3 years he was sexting other people whilst pretending to be a girl and when i found out he told me he loved me and wont do it again and that it was his only outlet because no one knows he is bi. Hes such a loving, hands-on Dad so much of the time, but he is so intense and places so many demands on everyone, such high expectations, a place of no person. How do I know if this guy loved me? We were pretty much back to how it was before in terms of time spent together (minus overnights). We could never finish a single conversation. You saw shifts, where the eyes that once glittered with unbridled passion and wonder went flat and dark. Determined to do everything right, you did what you do and dove in head first. He hasnt spoke, touched or prayed w me . Few weeks after we reconnected and decided to start over again. But, I fell in love Most honest man you could meet. Here he comesto yet again suck out your very souland Youbecause of trauma bond..you let them inoh my godthe times i have done this!!? You are not alone Ashley. Ive never been so happy to come across this page. 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